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Sunday, May 8, 2011

happy mothers day

assalamualaikum :)

haaaa lama gila kot x hapdet blog ni haa.so sempena mothers day aku hapdet la hee :P

seronot tgk org2 celebrate mothers day sesame ngn mak die.ok2 if x celebrate pong, when ur mom is by ur side pon will do kan.hehe bestnyeeee lah

utk anak2 kt perantauan ni, part2 ni ah yg leleh ni.x dpt wish kat mak depan2.wuuu terpaksa gune medium mcm facebook, skype or even frenster (tu pon kalo ade org gune lagilah hehe)

and thn ni nye mothers day mcm sgt sedih bg aku.ak tgk mcm2 video teringat mak.buat ape2 je teringat mak.mak sehat ke x? mak dah boleh makan ke? dah boleh gerak ke? dah x sakit ke? mcm2 bermain kat fikiran aku T.T

lepas mak balek dr haji bln 12 arituh mak mcm x bape sehat.and that the reason why aku balek mesia arituh.nak jumpe makk jaga makk.mak kurang darah sbb tuh kne bwt checkup and arituh dh settle operation remove ktumbuhan.alhamdulillah she's getting better.at that time, only Allah knows how worry i am.and what make it worse, im here in Japan and its thousands kilometers from Malaysia.i can only pray for her hoping that her condition will be better after that major operation.

today, sesaje nak wish mothers day kat mak (nak try ckp ngn mak actually sbb lepas operation uh ak x ckp ngn mak lagik sbb mak mcm x larat nk ckp.stiap kali ak kol mesia pon ckp ngn kaklong or ayeep or ayah je) but kak long tetibe ckp mak dh msk operation room nk jahit luka kt part yg kne operate arituh T.T aku harap sumenye okey.mak, please get well soon.aminnn :(

ckp psl jasa ibu mmg x terkirala kann.lagi2 ntok kanak2 nakal mcm aku ni mcm rase jahat sangat kot kat parents.

mase kecik, gaduh ngn mak pstuh kunun2 merajuk nak g umah mak teh jalan kaki.jauh beribu batu kot wehh naek kete pon mau 30mins.pstuh ak jalan bwk adek aku x bgtau mak pon.sampai dah separuh kampung tuh ayah datang naek motor carik ktorg.balek umah mmg sume macik kumpul risau psl ktorg.nenek pon marah2 and time tuh ak nampak mak nanges kat tepi.wuuuu jahatnye aku T.T

pstuh aku ade patah tangan kne stay hospital kt melaka sbb mse tuh balek kg.sape yg jaga? mak jugak yg jaga aku, tido kat krusi mlm tuh.ak sedap je tdo kt katil yg bebudak tuh yg boleh tutup pkai palang kayu tuh.

pstuh dh besa sket aku bru bgn tido nk g gosok gigi kt umah.pstuh ak rse penin kpala gile x sedar smpi pengsan kt bilik air.bangun2 ak nanges g kat mak.mak yg jaga aku soh aku tido kat bilik.nenek pon dtg ckp ak jd cmtuh sbb slalu lawan ckp mak.wuwuw memang ponn T.T

pastuh mase dh msk integomb, mse nk naik form 2 ak kne ketuat kt kaki n operate buang bnde tuh.2 minggu gak la x leh bjalan.dok umah je mak yg jaga.bg makan sume kt aku.mmg time uh ak x boleh jalan la.pastuh nk kne g skola dah x reti nk jalan.siap bwk tongkat lagi.1st day ak jejak kaki kt skola tuh la 1st time aku jalan.pas dh angkut brg2 msk dorm sume mak n ayah anta aku g kelas.then sume dak2 laen dh abes solat maghrib n diorg dtg nk prep kat klass.mak n ayah kne la tinggalkan aku.ak dh menanges2 dah taknak diorg pegi.pastuh mak menanges mse kat pintu b4 diorg balek.wuwuwuw T.T

panjangnye citeee.air mata pon dah meleleh ni.x larat dah nak sambung


apeapepon, selamat hari ibu mak! angah sayaaaaaang mak! jangan sakit2 eh.moga mak makin sehat hari demi hari.insyaAllah pastuh boleh kte g bercuti mcm yg kte satu famiy selalu buat! angah tatau lah kalo mak larat nak baca blog ni ke tak. tapi dr dulu sampai skarang angah tau mak slalu baca blog angah so here it is, a blog post specially for you!

and a song dedicated for you; i love u makk, you are the queen of my heart