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Friday, March 4, 2011

near death experience

hahh cuak x baca tajuk? cuak en en?

tulah yg aku rase mse jogging smlm.ak dh bosan gle dok umh tatau nk wat ape so ak decide ah nk kua jenjalan.jogging2 ke :P

ak kua sensorg je la.dh la tgh sejuk gile smlm, angin pon agak2 pehh lah.ak leh bwt keje gile x pkai gloves sumesume bwk beskal jenjalan smpi stadium.*agak kagum ngn diri sndrik.

pastuh sesampai aku park beskal pstuh ak jln2 skit pstuh ak warm-up le sket2.pastuh tros stat lari2 1 round padang.tercungap2 ngn hingus merembes agak dasat.*ohh btw, ak snarnye x bape nk sehat smnjak blek dr korea ni.pas lari tuh ak tros blah kat satu tmpt sunyi ni n tade org sbb ak rse dunia ak gle dh terhuyung hayang.and ak tatau nk mntak tolong sape

kat tmpt uh ade bench, ak pon duduk tapi still x leh bnapas lagi pstuh ak tros baring.dlm hati aku mmg rse mcm terseksa gile.dh mcm nk mati je and ak doa je byk2 n ngucap.ya Allah takut sgt! ak baring sampai ah dh boleh bnapas balek.kepala ak mmg siyes pusing2 nk pitam.

hmm ni 2nd time ak rse cmnih.dedulu mse kecik2 kat umah.mse tuh da pitam dh pon dlm bilik air.sbb ble ak sedar2 ak dh terbaring kat timba2 dlm bilik air tuh.mse tuh kecik lagi so kua2 bilik air mmg mnages2 la.mak soh tdo kt dlm bilik.pastuh dlu nenek sehat, so die dtg lawat ak soh jgn melawan ckp mak :P die ckp sbb tuh la ak pengsan sbb slalu lwn ckp mak hehe *rindu nenek :)

hmm smlm ble jadik cmtuh ak mmg tatau nk bwt ape.even ade henpon pon, sume dah x layan dah.x ingt lgsung nk kol org ke hape.ak ingat nak mati je.pastuh ak pikir tah cukup ke tah amalan ni.teringat balek sume salah2 yg dh bwt.betapa x bersedianyaa ak nak mhadapi mati ni.hmmm :(

ohh last2 ak jenjalan je la 30mins pusing pdg.ak rse ak x leh lari dah.haiyoo

p/s : skang dah okey dah :) sumesume tayah risau dah hehe.cume selesema sket je x elok lg

3 comments:

Ain bintu Amir said...

hoi hoi!
lenkali jog ajak member k or at least make sure surrounded by many people la. at least ade someone leh tolong if anything happen to ya..

haish2.

Nazriq Nana said...

kowaiii aku dgr citer ko~
feel sorry for you...
bawak2 bersaba yer fin~
heee :))

.ein said...

along: haha lenkali aku nk jalan je la kot.malas la nk jog ni.agagaggagaga :DD

nazriq: kowaii kan? ak pon kowaii doh sbb x sngka jd cmtuh.haha :P